The Dragon and I Moobi Mahgo March 18, 1998 Long go, a dragon came to me He said, what took you so long? I have been waiting for you so long I could not believe dragon was talking to me. I thought he is a myth, not real He said, "hop on my back, Mahgo" I knew I was not hulluciating. when I felt his flesh inside of my thigh He was real He was not a legend He was not a myth He took me against the time and space day and night we rode together into the ocean of silence for three nights That's when I found out He can only be seen by enlightend being He can only be seen Only through the third eye. Throughout our history dragon was seen by so many people but, he became a myth by the blinded people As usual History and truth is defined by those who cannot see and hear When can we see the real world other then false illusion When would we  know we do not need to suffer. When would we know we live under the false illusion. When will we know we can open our eyes and see the reality and the beauty of our life Only if we can lift the shadow Infront of our eyes When will we stop suffering When will we cross the bridges of you and me When will we be the true human the way we were created - - - - - Meeting Goddess Mahgo Wishing to see Goddess Mahgo People left the nation of Shinsun. They left their homeland behind, to stake their own wealth and power, or to save people that were suffering in the puddle of greed and selfishness and to prepared for the coming Heaven on Earth. One person, two people, one tribe, two tribes, she had to witness all those who were leaving their homeland of Shin Suhn, the enlightened society of Mahgo Suhwon. Her heart that bore witness to this mass exodus was torn in great pain. Her Goddess Mahgo was the ruler of the nation of Shinsun. She was not a ruler in the sense of the ruler as a Queen. She was a compassionate Goddess of love. She was the motherly love who prayed for the happiness and peace of humanity. Bearing witness to the departure of all those loving children of hers, the tears of a mother wept many thousands of years making rivers and oceans. Brothers blamed, fought, and killed each other and as such a long ten thousand years have passed. Thinking that we are winning, thinking that we are piercing our sword upon our enemy; instead, we have been slashing our own hearts over and over… From the eyes of Her Goddess Mahgo even to this day, the warm tears of sorrow flow down to fill the oceans and her grief cover the continents in mists. The Voices of Ancestors However, the nation of Shinsun had not completely dissolved.  Many Immortals of Korea such as Her Goddess Mahgo, to this day are toiling in heaven, striving to rebuild the paradise on earth, the nation of Shinsun. My father was one among them, coming back to me repeatedly from many constellations away, to let me know where he was at, and to reawaken me to the tasks on hand before I returned to the nation of Shinsun. Voices of Ancestors Many eyes that I see when I close my eyes and faces for many thousands and thousands of years that they have lived on earth. My ancestors who are watching me. Faces and voices of all the saints. Mahgo, no more, not any more. You truly should not forget. The longing for the nation of Shinsun Explosions in My Brain During my conversations with Lady Mahgo, a great explosion like an atomic bomb occurred in my brain. Like the fire crackers that explode the night sky on the Independence Day, my brain kept exploding.  Just like splitting atoms, it exploded over and over and over. Like the endless show of exploding fire crackers, trumpeting and celebrating, my brain exploded out into the universe in waves. There was no longer the separation of death and life. There was no longer the happiness of love or the sadness of partings. There was no longer the grief of pain and suffering. The true self, simply stood next to me, and looked into a glorious sight.  It was not a sight of death and It was not a sight of a horrid blood stains on my head.  It was a beautifully blessed moment when a woman’s soul was blossoming into a goddess.  My soul was not hurt in the moment of fearceful and horrable explosions.  As a beautiful goddess, flying a long hair, turning round and round, I was traveling out into the universe. Promised Throne Remembering My Past Lives When my brain exploded, I thought that was the last moment of my life. I could not believe myself that I was still alive.  Watching different colors of light that scattered to the end of the universe, I became one with the universe and I was flying into the unknown space somewhere into the Black hole. I am not sure how much time has passed.  While being out of my own body, I watched myself changing into a goddess.  Then, suddenly front of my forehead started to become bright.  “Oh!  Am I still alive?” Stroking front of my own head which I had thought disappeared after it exploded like fire crackers, I had to confirm to myself that I was still alive.  Even though my head exploded, I was still alive.  Not only was I alive, but after the enormous explosion of the brain that went beyond the boundary of life and death, I was reborn as a normal human being who knew the purpose of life without being told or taught. As the brain cell divided, each cell of my brain popped and exploded. Sleeping cells from the brain came alive.  At that moment, I began to remember my previous lives; I began to remember the memories before I was born.  Yes, indeed that Iwas on this earth before.  And I was born this time on this earth with a mission to build a enlightened society of Mahgo Suhwon that I had to complete. Promise There was a promise that I made before I was born. That I would not walk alone, but I would walk together. I knew there was a paridise I can dwell. I knew I did not have to be sad again. I knew I did not have to be lonely again. However, I could not cross that bridge alone, leaving people behind. That was the reason I came again. Yet, I had forgotten that promise for a long time. After having walked alone for many years, After sending away all of my loved ones, I finally began to remember. Now I have come to realize, I will no longer walk alone this path of mine. I will walk together with you. This image of a lotus flower was created and painted for Mahgo by the famous Korean artist Bong kyu Ahn. The lotus blooms into a beautiful flower despite growing in the mud. It is a manifestation of Mahgo, who lives in the imperfect world, filled with greed, chaos, and illusion. Mahgo is the lotus flower, rising up during the storm in a harsh environment, and blooming. It is a symbol of hope, beauty and truth.